Dug this one out of the old writing attic, It's always a trip to re live the stuff you write and remember where you where at and where your life is now because of these different hapening's in life, So here is to a Year away from it all and being where I am... They say if you can't do, teach, if you can't teach, then well everything you live and experience you where meant to write it into a poem...:)
I never knew how much I cared
Until I let myself realize it’s you I might have failed
The sun rose just right
Each raindrop that fell that night
It took with it the tears, dirt and pain
He held me tight ounce again in my shame
To remind me of his love and how it’s unfailingly sustained
If something has changed
Please set me free
Tell me I’m not it, and ill let it be
I have this warrior’s disposition
It guided me immediately when I saw you, it was my intuition
Each moment I’m gifted with your words your presence has confirmed my position
And it’s not letting me let go
I fight my logic and what I think I know
Reading into your lack of actions back, maybe a little to much
I’m investing with no return your heart seems out of reach out of touch
I know it’s my entire fault
It’s all my actions against all my doubt
Why can’t I live in time?
Let it tick by and speaks it’s mind
I shouldn’t assume either way
What it is your heart has to say
I can only believe in a man who has both of us on his mind
I think he loves us more than we can imagine and we will ever find
I just want the best for you
If it’s leaving be and letting go it’s what I’ll do
Wherever you go I know
If it’s happiness you’ll find it will sooth my soul
Knowing you’re happy in the life you chose as it unfolds
I’m just writing to unfold
It’s better to be real and risk rejection i'm told
It’s love and affection we hold
Waiting to give it away, if you’re not ready yet, or im too bold
I’ll bring myself to understand and let you go
I’m fighting an enemy planting thoughts in my mind
And all I want right now is to be ok with giving it time
In hopes of you finding no reason or rhyme
Not to trust me, or begin to share your struggles your strife
As we work towards a kingdom centered life
Exploring weather we could make it work because it just might
Yeah it just might.
-Aaron Johnson
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