Reminded

Aaron johnson

 

Sometimes life feels like a moment of suppressed emotion

Lost for words, but struck better yet, endowed with feelings of every which

Direction.

A gift, yet a feeling of utter desperation. Knowing every direction to turn, the only

Way to think on a forward ascending path towards all that is for my own good, 

I stop just to hear my lungs move in and out, the air rushing in and out. I stop

To hear the beat of my heart, It reminds me of who I am and what I will become and

How far I have come. I remember watching it happen as if I where watching it for

The first time, soaking every moment of expression into the depths of the heart that

Continues reminding me of who I am, what I will become and how far I have come. 

A list of things to do before I die, hanging on the wall before me another empty box

Stares back, knowing that in a month’s time it could have in it a check. But nothing

feels

The same, it’s like every box is just the next thing I hope to find that feeling in. But

For now that’s enough for now that’s just what is needed to push forward and

continue experiencing and learning and growing.  For I am reminded of a

Chapter to come, one that is new one that is right, one that is created by you, crafted

A new, carefully placed in the care of my choice, and I choose you, for only you

Could create something of such beauty, only words cannot describe yet I try.  She’s

Sitting in a far off place, looking towards your sky, Wondering if such perfection

Exists, and it does from every little moment we stop to look, and we find that

Feeling together in you.